Venting Living with my parents

[Pessimist]

I live with my parents, so I have to wait for a day when they go to a trip and will not be at home. I will CTB when I will have a chance.

 

[puppet_nihilist]

May I ask what method you settled for?

 

[filthyrottendirty]

Same

puppet I'm not op but I choose gun

 

[puppet_nihilist]

I feel stressed from the irrational fear that partial will fail me, gun seems pretty failsafe, I hope it's peaceful too though. I just need more confidence, then I won't have to suffer anymore.

 

[MewtwoIsAlive]

Youll end up being ugly after a shot lol

 

[Pessimist]

May I ask what method you settled for?

Partial hanging.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm in the exact same situation, most methods require a long time left alone to be successful. It really is hard to die, I wish I could just fall into an eternal sleep.

 

[WornOutLife]

I know what that feels like.

Just plan things carefully so as not to do anything impulsively and fail just because they were not there.

Whatever happens, I wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt

 

[Pessimist]

I know what that feels like.

Just plan things carefully so as not to do anything impulsively and fail just because they were not there.

Whatever happens, I wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt

I might commit suicide this Tuesday, I will be alone at home. I just have to make sure that I know how to tie a slip knot and a snuggle hitch. I am not sure if I am emotionally prepared. I hope that it will work.


P.S I'm not a native English speaker, sorry if my English sucks. lol