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Bishop

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Mar 24, 2024
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Most don't want a painful death. Does it mean that dying is hard?
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,514
It is hard/difficult due to our built-in biological self-preservation, survival instinct. Those who are wanting to die by their own hands, choice are faced with confronting this biological instinct that has evolved over millions of years and it is not easy to overcome it.
 
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ireallywasnttogopls

ireallywasnttogopls

save our souls
Oct 8, 2023
95
yea it would have been better to never been born

that way we wouldnt be attached to the false hopes and materialistic things of this world

this world is like a gold-plated fireball of hell
 
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Bishop

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Mar 24, 2024
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It is hard/difficult due to our built-in biological self-preservation, survival instinct. Those who are wanting to die by their own hands, choice are faced with confronting this biological instinct that has evolved over millions of years and it is not easy to overcome it.
Nod. I guess I just lack the constitution.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,304
It will always be for me as after all I exist in this horrific, dreadful anti-suicide world where the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what and there's just so much evil in anti-suicide.

It's just such terrible extreme cruelty how humans are forced to suffer in this torturous existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, to me denying painless death is such a terrible crime, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence that just never should had been imposed, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering.
 
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pelicanportal

pelicanportal

life could have been beautiful
Jan 28, 2026
176
Human body does not want us to die and will fight it. Doesnt match our thoughts to want to die. Real problem.
 
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
242
Most don't want a painful death. Does it mean that dying is hard?
On the title, REALLLLLLLLLLLL

No dying isn't hard. It just comes to ya. It's difficult because you force it to happen to you. Not an accident, not murder. All premeditated, assuming that you're suicidal like all of us here.
 
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Bishop

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Mar 24, 2024
78
Human body does not want us to die and will fight it. Doesnt match our thoughts to want to die. Real problem.
Wish there were an easy bypass
On the title, REALLLLLLLLLLLL

No dying isn't hard. It just comes to ya. It's difficult because you force it to happen to you. Not an accident, not murder. All premeditated, assuming that you're suicidal like all of us here.
I think I'm just a wuss
 
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mikidagreen

mikidagreen

dismal enjoyer
Apr 14, 2026
37
yea i just wish there was an existence off switch. have to worry about how painful it might be or how much distress ill put my partner in. sometimes i think about making her so mad she fucking kills me but i know thats just unrealistic
 
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Bishop

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Mar 24, 2024
78
dying is just as fucking hard
Damn survival instinct
yea i just wish there was an existence off switch. have to worry about how painful it might be or how much distress ill put my partner in. sometimes i think about making her so mad she fucking kills me but i know thats just unrealistic
A lightswitch would be nice
Human body does not want us to die and will fight it. Doesnt match our thoughts to want to die. Real problem.
Survival instinct is a bitch
 
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