ctb_warrior
I wish to CTB asap
- Feb 11, 2024
- 1,189
If dying was easy, most people here would be ghosts by now..
If living was easy, we wouldn't need this site in the first place..
This world is so cruel, it doesn't let's us live peacefully, nor does it lets us die peacefully.
There's not enough methods that work with a guarantee. i have been trying to ctb for 23 years and I'm still here. Tried so many times and failed. Many of them were absolutely desperate attempts where i didn't even let SI stop me.
The one advice that I'll give you all.. As i don't know when we will be able to ctb successfully finally.
Until then, enjoy life to the best you can. Be selfish, be bold, do what you like. Play that game you love, watch the movie you like, paint that painting you love, play the music you enjoy. Propose that partner you like without the fear of rejection, the worst they can say is no. Buy that car you like. Party hard.
I had a terrible interview yesterday.. i felt sad for a few minutes. I changed my mind and i thought to myself, why should i let a crappy interview ruin my mood. Ok i did get to learn my weakness in that interview that i can work to improve..i was having a 100% streak, and I'm still hopeful that I'll get selected despite messing up yesterday's interview, but who cares. I did my best and I leave the rest to destiny.
So, i ordered my favourite food and enjoyed it.
Later in the evening, i bought rum and got high.
I listened to songs, talked to my friends here on sasu.
So, i practice what i preach, because i know there's no point of being sad while I'm still alive. I'm actively looking for methods. But keeping myself happy, doing the things that make me happy. Your mind needs to be distracted. Distract it towards Good things. Change the background music of your life and watch it change how you feel.
Why waste time being sad, when we will anyways ctb at some point in time, so live life to the fullest, be fearless
Cheers
If living was easy, we wouldn't need this site in the first place..
This world is so cruel, it doesn't let's us live peacefully, nor does it lets us die peacefully.
There's not enough methods that work with a guarantee. i have been trying to ctb for 23 years and I'm still here. Tried so many times and failed. Many of them were absolutely desperate attempts where i didn't even let SI stop me.
The one advice that I'll give you all.. As i don't know when we will be able to ctb successfully finally.
Until then, enjoy life to the best you can. Be selfish, be bold, do what you like. Play that game you love, watch the movie you like, paint that painting you love, play the music you enjoy. Propose that partner you like without the fear of rejection, the worst they can say is no. Buy that car you like. Party hard.
I had a terrible interview yesterday.. i felt sad for a few minutes. I changed my mind and i thought to myself, why should i let a crappy interview ruin my mood. Ok i did get to learn my weakness in that interview that i can work to improve..i was having a 100% streak, and I'm still hopeful that I'll get selected despite messing up yesterday's interview, but who cares. I did my best and I leave the rest to destiny.
So, i ordered my favourite food and enjoyed it.
Later in the evening, i bought rum and got high.
I listened to songs, talked to my friends here on sasu.
So, i practice what i preach, because i know there's no point of being sad while I'm still alive. I'm actively looking for methods. But keeping myself happy, doing the things that make me happy. Your mind needs to be distracted. Distract it towards Good things. Change the background music of your life and watch it change how you feel.
Why waste time being sad, when we will anyways ctb at some point in time, so live life to the fullest, be fearless
Cheers
