Life will only get worse

[Hennessy]

Warning: young people should probably not read this. It may affect you in a bad way.


I remember back when I was in school I also then thought life was shit. But I hoped that things would improve as I got older. I kept saying to myself: "When I'm 20 everything will be a distant memory, life will be good".

But of course when I was in my 20s life was even worse. So I said to myself: "Things will be better when I'm 30, life will be good".

But in my early 30s I got even worse and got an depression. I went on medication for a while.

And now I'm in my 40s and I can truly declare life has never been worse!! It's really awful!

I hate the world! Most people are evil!! I also hate myself!! I wish I could die tonight!

But currently I have no plan to ctb. It will not happen this year. I just look forward to my christmas vacation.

It's time for me to sleep now. I have to get up and work early tomorrow. But of course I am not sleepy at all. I won't fall asleep. I will just lie in the bed and think, think, think, think....

I sincerely send you all my best wishes. We are at least together in our misery even if we don't know each other by name or face. Good night

 

[Ghost2211]

It gets better and worse. Now is better than my abusive childhood, but the future is likely to be just as bad as the past. Well, it doesn't take a lot to make me happy.... weed, games, and bad quality food and I'm pretty content. Who know what the future holds.

 

[sadworld]

Life has it's ups and downs. Probably more downs for us but well, maybe things do get better.

 

[Superdeterminist]

It's all luck, and the future is impossible to predict with certainty, although you may be able make probabilistic assumptions, based on current circumstances. Some lives improve drastically and unexpectedly, I think they're in the minority though. For me, I do want to get out sooner rather than later, because I don't think this is going anywhere good.