Venting life is so sad

[red_pen]

scattered and i'm sorry but: i'm always worried about money and having to deal with the reality of my current way of life being paper-thin. on top of all the issues i've been silently shouldering since forever. there's just nobody to understand me.

how i wish 5k would just magically appear in my bank account. or that my brain would work like i want it to. why can't i just focus on stuff when i want to focus on it? why am i so broken, and why am i always told that i'm just "lazy" when it is literally incapable for me to do half of the things i want to do.

i get so tired of being told to pray. i assure you god doesn't care...

 

[kinzokukae]

money issues are the worst ): i hope you run into some good luck soon