Life is getting worse as the days pass.

[sanctifiedslumber]

It's not like I matter to anyone & like anyone will care if I ctb. I used to be devastated whenever I thought of killing myself but now I've accepted it's my only logical choice. It feels like I've finally been given a way out of this shithole & I'd be a fool not to take it. The days are blending together & idek when's the last time I took a bath.

It's not like I matter to anyone & like anyone will care if I ctb. I used to be devastated whenever I thought of killing myself but now I've accepted it's my only logical choice. It feels like I've finally been given a way out of this shithole & I'd be a fool not to take it. The days are blending together & idek when's the last time I took a bath.

My autism is a death sentence. Life's just rigged unfortunately & it really seems like things might be over for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it dreadful to exist, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best.

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

It's not like I matter to anyone & like anyone will care if I ctb. I used to be devastated whenever I thought of killing myself but now I've accepted it's my only logical choice. It feels like I've finally been given a way out of this shithole & I'd be a fool not to take it. The days are blending together & idek when's the last time I took a bath.

My autism is a death sentence. Life's just rigged unfortunately & it really seems like things might be over for me.

Very relatable.
It's highly likely i have autism as well, i have no track of time. I know that i showered a few days ago since i had to go to my GP but i think i didn't shower for 3 weeks before that. I didn't go outside either so it's not that i had to shower for something or someone.

 

[Alexandra_]

It's very sad to hear this. But I understand you and wish you luck. Life is a tricky thing.