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Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
I am 35 & my life has been full of depression, tragedies, trauma, anxiety, health problems, shit jobs, shit family, users, liars, loneliness, no support, set back after set back. Life is fucking brutal & what takes the piss is there's no assisted suicide like I'm forced to live in this nightmare. I am in UK I can't get a gun. I'm too fucking cowardly to jump infront of a train or off a building/cliff, I'd probably survive & be worse off knowing my luck. I don't even know what to fucking do but I'm in so much pain. FUCK LIFE!
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
I agree with you 110%:'(
 
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Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
I fucking hate my life & I hate that this is my reality
Years ago I cut my own throat open with glass when drunk to try kill myself and I would of died but people found me on street called ambulance & here I am still fucking suffering, what did I survive for… more fucking agony and anguish… I want to go to sleep and never fucking wake
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,572
Existence really is so horrifying and I think that it's so awful how life is even a thing in the first place. It's just so unfair how suicide is this difficult. The only reason as to why I am still alive is because it's so hard to die. A peaceful exit from this life should be a human right, no one should have to resort to painful or risky methods to exit this world.

Life does just seem to be endless problems and suffering with no relief and it's terrifying how things can easily get so much worse. I see nothing positive about being here and those who are gone are lucky. Your feelings are understandable. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
 
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want2dienow

want2dienow

Atari hazure?
Jul 24, 2022
339
yet you're still here...
there's only two, learn to live or die trying.
 
FrozenMango

FrozenMango

Hello from the other side
Aug 16, 2022
184
I am with you. Life sucks. Nothing/noone is worth it
 
y'ffre

y'ffre

My English could be bad :)
Aug 15, 2022
179
I think life can be awesome and awful. Like you can be born extremely beautiful/handsome or you can be extremely ugly that you don't even want to look into mirrors. But most of the time It will be somewhere between the two.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,279
As I've said in other posts, I'm just waiting for life to become too unbearable.
 
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Sick of it all

It's only a matter of time and I'm running out
Aug 17, 2022
214
As I've said in other posts, I'm just waiting for life to become too unbearable.
It's almost there for me. I have been at my worst these past few days.
 
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