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Cherrypea

Cherrypea

I remember when all this will be again
May 3, 2020
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My partner and little girl are happily playing in the paddling pool and I'm lying on the bed fantasising about ctb by plugging with H. I hate myself so much, I hate the world. They don't need me but guilt keeps me here.
Thanks for reading, I don't want sympathy or help I just want to share.
And now I have to get up and make a fecking apple and blackberry crumple. Hopefully I'll accidentally stab myself in the throat.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
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Sorry that you are feeling that bad
 

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