Life always goes against me

[TheHatedOne]

I can never feel any kind of positive feeling for too long... it's as if it's especially going against me. I miss my friend, and discovering that they were close geographically to me at one point. And that they wanted a big hug. I can't help but cry. If only I met them sooner. But of course, life is a big shit that always tears you down. I'm sick of this.

It's all siberian winter in my heart and can't stop tremoring.

 

[rest2love]

I can relate to that, even if I feel like I am operating at my best, I can never keep it up consistently.

I'm sorry about your friend, man. I lost every valuable relationship I had and can't salvage them from family, to friends, to romantic interests.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, in this life nothing positive ever lasts, it just leads to more pain when that thing is taken away. At least those who are gone are at peace but I know it is painful to lose someone. I wish you the best.