RedFruit
Red Fruit.
- Feb 17, 2026
- 27
I've always let people use me. Mainly sexually. I don't know why my brain says that people will love me if I let them use me. That is never the case. I allow myself to get into situations that end up making me hate myself even more because I'm being used. I just wish I had someone who truly cared for me. It's definitely one of my main reasons for CTB. How can I ever accomplish love when everyone sees me as a thing?