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TheNihilisticViking

Atheist, Nihilist & Pro-Mortalist
May 14, 2023
81
Your sexuality isn't what's destroying you, it's society as a whole which is destroying you because society judges people for the tiniest of things or the tiniest of flaws they have. If someone has spots, they're called names for it, if someone is losing their hair (like me), they're called bald and mocked, if someone is short, they're called names for it, etc. Humans are the worst species when it comes to bullying and outcasting people based on the tiniest of things, despite our intelligence. It's almost like our intelligence is a waste if you ask me.

Also... Human exceptionalism is a huge thing that needs stamping out, there's a difference between banter/having fun and actually attacking someone for something that's out of their control. People don't understand the fine line between either of those things. We live in a world full of NPCs, unfortunately. Who listen to mainstream media and do mainstream mundane sh!t without batting an eyelid or questioning anything, it's like these people lack critical thinking skills. Also, your religion may also play a role in it because religion is based on illogical and fictional stories.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,811
A love for a yet to meet future partner, or a belief in a loving God would not be incompatible, and would not lead you to ctb; I wouldn't think. You're conflicted because of what others have taught you of their beliefs. Maybe time to be easier on yourself, find who you are and the God you believe is there.
Perhaps others in the Recovery section could help you through this dilemma with their experiences.
i'm sorry, I'm not really a good person to offer informed guidance on this. But my best wishes for a resolution for you which brings peace.
 
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Peerless_Cucumber

The one and only king of cucumbers
Feb 22, 2023
130
Loving another person deeply will never be a reason to end up in hell. Ever. No matter what sex the other person has.
 

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