WhyAmIHereHonestly
Member
- Oct 11, 2025
- 15
so, sometimes im a bit of a dumbass (read: 24/7) right and yk we all do dumb shit but im lookin for people who can relate to share their own experiences.
so ive been in legal trouble several times (no charges or anythin as most was done when i was a wee lad), yet i seem to have learnt nothing. to this day, i feel the same. i feel as if the very threat of being in legal trouble doesnt deter me.
part of me maybe wants to feel anything. can anyone relate? these days rather than setting fire on stuff and general antisocial behaviour i just have a gambling and alcohol problem lol.
therapy didnt help. i honestly went in for a total of 5 minutes. yes then i left. that was funny asf. my deficit in the empathy department doesnt help either.
now, do i wanna stop this mess? i have 0 motivation to. as i said it just makes me feel like something. i do not do it as often as said but old habits die hard and i just find other ways to screw tf up.
so yea looking for people to share similar feelings too cuz i aint special.
so ive been in legal trouble several times (no charges or anythin as most was done when i was a wee lad), yet i seem to have learnt nothing. to this day, i feel the same. i feel as if the very threat of being in legal trouble doesnt deter me.
part of me maybe wants to feel anything. can anyone relate? these days rather than setting fire on stuff and general antisocial behaviour i just have a gambling and alcohol problem lol.
therapy didnt help. i honestly went in for a total of 5 minutes. yes then i left. that was funny asf. my deficit in the empathy department doesnt help either.
now, do i wanna stop this mess? i have 0 motivation to. as i said it just makes me feel like something. i do not do it as often as said but old habits die hard and i just find other ways to screw tf up.
so yea looking for people to share similar feelings too cuz i aint special.
