user933957
i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
- Jun 24, 2023
- 144
I feel pathetic for being so dependent on my online friends. To nobody's surprise, i'm not their only friend. And it makes me go insane. I only have two friends, and hearing them talk about other people makes me feel angry.
I feel angry because i'm not the only one in their life. I feel angry because I'm completely dependent on them, but they aren't on me.
If i stop talking for one day, they won't notice. If they stop talking to me for one day, i notice and spiral.
I've tried looking for people who feel this way too, but all of them have friends of their own. All of them already have someone, why can't i just be normal? I get so jealous and angry it feels like my brain stops.
I feel angry because i'm not the only one in their life. I feel angry because I'm completely dependent on them, but they aren't on me.
If i stop talking for one day, they won't notice. If they stop talking to me for one day, i notice and spiral.
I've tried looking for people who feel this way too, but all of them have friends of their own. All of them already have someone, why can't i just be normal? I get so jealous and angry it feels like my brain stops.
