I make myself and everyone here this promise: This will be the last year of my life. I am hoping to be dead by the end of next month, but some things out of my control may postpone that. Hopefully not, but I wanted to put it down that this year is for sure the last year of my life. I will ctb and I will finally die and be at peace.
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ClownMe
Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
- Apr 7, 2021
- 20,560
Im sorry to hear that but if this is what you want then i hope you find peace.
Have you thought about what you want to do in your final month? I plan to CTB the same year as my dog passes away, hopefully on New Year's Eve so i get to watch the fireworks one more time, im trying to think other stuff i can do in my final days.Unfortunately having people that love and care about me not knowing I am going to ctb, I'm not going to be able to do anything out of the ordinary so I don't arise suspicion. So it will probably just be normal day to day stuff up until the end which sucks, but is fitting is to how my life has gone. Hopefully I can be gone by the end of next month, but this year is it one way or another. That sounds like a very nice final night on New Year's Eve,
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,680
I hope all goes well for you if this is the option you choose. This life can be terrible and full of suffering. I see death as comforting and is the solution for all of life's problems. I hope you find peace.
WornOutLife
マット
- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
Whenever your day comes, I just want to let you know that you're amazing bro!
Wish you lots of love and peace!
OpheliasFlowers
Specialist
- Apr 2, 2019
- 348
I actually just recently made this vow to myself as well. And it's a strong feeling I have also, which I hope is a good sign that it is a true (about this being my last year). I'm going to do what I can to make this last year at least a bit better and less hellish that the default hell my life is, but not quite sure yet how to do that. But I'm with you - 2021 is my last year on this planet and then I can finally, finally rest.
Thank you so much. We I couldn't agree more. I hope that we all find the peace that we deserve.
I hope you find your peace as well bro.
Thank you so much Matt. You are an absolutely amazing soul bro. When your day comes as well, I wish you lots of love and peace too!
I totally understand. I also hope that I can stick with this and make this the last year of my life. I also don't know how to make this last year any better than the BS I've dealt with my entire life. Wishing you a peaceful journey when the time comes my friend, we all deserve peace and rest.Last edited:Similar threads
