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ready2go

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Mar 10, 2021
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So after a number of recent failures I've decided on jumping as my last option.

Ideally would like a partner but in a rush to CTB now.

can anyone suggest any good jumping sites (apart from Beachy head)
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I dunno any good jumping spots but I wish you a peaceful journey.
You certainly have guts. I could never jump.

You could try to find a partner on the partners megathread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/
 
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Fthis

Student
Dec 8, 2020
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So after a number of recent failures I've decided on jumping as my last option.

Ideally would like a partner but in a rush to CTB now.

can anyone suggest any good jumping sites (apart from Beachy head)
What country are you in?
 
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hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
I would consider jumping as a last resort, but something in me feelings like my whole life is a punishment and regardless of the height I would probably end up laying there fully conscious, in pain and with a lot of broken bones. I know that's unlikely, but I swear this world is punishing me and that would be my kind of luck
 
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ready2go

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Mar 10, 2021
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I would consider jumping as a last resort, but something in me feelings like my whole life is a punishment and regardless of the height I would probably end up laying there fully conscious, in pain and with a lot of broken bones. I know that's unlikely, but I swear this world is punishing me and that would be my kind of luck
I get you, I have just failed at everything else so can't see another way!
 
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Last chance

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Feb 6, 2021
346
The clifton suspension bridge looks like it should work
A few people have jumped from there successfully but most of it is fenced off these days.
 
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hfdepression30

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Mar 30, 2021
236
I get you, I have just failed at everything else so can't see another way!
I understand. If it's ok to ask, why did you exclude beachy head as a location? Is it too far or?
 
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ready2go

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I understand. If it's ok to ask, why did you exclude beachy head as a location? Is it too far or?
Yeh it's 6 hours away from me unfortunately, completely other end of the country
 
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hfdepression30

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Mar 30, 2021
236
Yeh it's 6 hours away from me unfortunately, completely other end of the country
Ah I see. I'm in the south but it would still take me about 3 hours to get there by train, and even if I did go there I would be a little nervous about possibly being stopped and questioned by the chaplains there. I think the only way I could manage jumping if I was able to sit close but not directly at the edge for a little while, have a few drinks to shake the nerves and just go for it
 
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ready2go

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Ah I see. I'm in the south but it would still take me about 3 hours to get there by train, and even if I did go there I would be a little nervous about possibly being stopped and questioned by the chaplains there. I think the only way I could manage jumping if I was able to sit close but not directly at the edge for a little while, have a few drinks to shake the nerves and just go for it
I think wherever I go from, I just need to go and jump without hesitation otherwise I think I won't do it!
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

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Mar 21, 2021
905
Humber bridge pedestrian part has been closed because of 6 recent deaths but it is only 30m above the water anyway.
 
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ready2go

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Mar 10, 2021
42
Humber bridge pedestrian part has been closed because of 6 recent deaths but it is only 30m above the water anyway.
I think the Tyne bridge near myself is 28m above concrete I'm debating just using that!
 
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Octavina

Paint the black hole blacker
Jan 9, 2021
186
I really need to die before the 8th, since that's my birthday. Last month I tried to meet up with someone on here and they stood me up. :/ I wish I could help you but I don't know if I have the guts to jump, I would prefer hanging. :'(
 
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ready2go

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Mar 10, 2021
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I really need to die before the 8th, since that's my birthday. Last month I tried to meet up with someone on here and they stood me up. :/ I wish I could help you but I don't know if I have the guts to jump, I would prefer hanging. :'(
I've tried hanging a number of times just can't seem to get it right! I ideally want to go before the 11th
 
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hfdepression30

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Mar 30, 2021
236
I've tried hanging a number of times just can't seem to get it right! I ideally want to go before the 11th
What exactly went wrong with the hanging? Survival instinct and stopping yourself?
 
hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
SI for full but just can't seem to find the spot for partial!
Yeah, same. I'm still hoping to get partial right. I'm considering whether to skip a nights sleep so I'm extra tired the next day, drink alcohol and hoping I'll be so physically exhausted that I either don't feel the SI, I pass out while attempting or whether it just makes the process easier at all
 
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ready2go

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Yeah, same. I'm still hoping to get partial right. I'm considering whether to skip a nights sleep so I'm extra tired the next day, drink alcohol and hoping I'll be so physically exhausted that I either don't feel the SI, I pass out while attempting or whether it just makes the process easier at all
Yeh I was thinking alcohol might help the process for sure!
 
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