knowing I have a way out really eases my mind

[NothingElseMatters]

thinking about suicide really helps me, I feel safe knowing I can get out of this shithole in the blink of an eye.

 

[FuneralCry]

Same, I gain comfort from the fact that if we become desperate there will always be a way out. Unfortunately I have an weak survival instinct and I probably lack the courage but at least we aren't trapped in this world.

 

[AppelduVide]

Same but for me it has become a kind of toxic thought because it demotivates me to do anything to improve my life and at the same time im too lazy and afraid of failing to figure out a ctb plan and im just stuck like:

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Being able to think about suicide is like knowing that there is an escape pod which is always nearby, and can be used at any time. This way of thinking can be depressing if overdone, but can also be very comforting in a dire situation. If life starts to get too awry then...

 

[Taos]

Beyond that, having the means to do it & painlessly, which is why confiscation is so heartless.

 

[Lost Magic]

It is comforting and painful at the same time. I just can't believe my life has gotten this bad.

 

[IWantToSleep]

It is comforting and painful at the same time. I just can't believe my life has gotten this bad.

Same, I start thinking of all the things my life could've been, I might make a thread about it.