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Iwilldoitsoon

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Jul 2, 2020
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Hey guys. I'm a 20 year old male that has gave up on life and has chosen suicide. I have ordered sodium azide and nitrite which is coming real soon and then most likely on the night it will be goodbye. I didn't want it to come to this but it had to. My life was useless except for one thing. Family tricked me and now I have nowhere left to go. I'll give u a update when it arrives. I'm going to just take Tagamet and nothing else.
 
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aminend

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May 24, 2020
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Sodium nitrite is more peaceful than aside. We are here with u. U r not alone
 
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ZardozOmega

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Mar 4, 2020
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Sodium nitrite is more peaceful than aside. We are here with u. U r not alone
But you can save someone who took nitrite. There's no antidote for azide.
 
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faust

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Jan 26, 2020
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Well, it is your decision to take both. Just make sure you properly handle azide, this substance is a little bit tricky. Double check H&S rules to avoid troubles.
I feel sorry life is not a pleasant thing for you...
 
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Iwilldoitsoon

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Jul 2, 2020
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sodium nitrite is a bit more peaceful but azide is way more toxic. It sadly came to this. Azide is only dangerous when in contact with metal and acid. Oh well I'll give ya guys updates.
 
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JD8080

JD8080

“Death is certain, Life is not “
Jun 28, 2020
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I wish I could be there and do it with you
 
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JD8080

“Death is certain, Life is not “
Jun 28, 2020
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I am here if u change your mind or to be here during
 
AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
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Azide is guaranteed death since there is no antidote, but it is VERY painful. Good luck if you end up going that route.
 
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Isadeth

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Jun 12, 2020
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If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here. It's your choice, but definitely think about the effects either will have. I wish you the best with whatever you decide ♡ it's okay if you change your mind.
 
autumnal

autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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Hey guys. I'm a 20 year old male that has gave up on life and has chosen suicide. I have ordered sodium azide and nitrite which is coming real soon and then most likely on the night it will be goodbye. I didn't want it to come to this but it had to. My life was useless except for one thing. Family tricked me and now I have nowhere left to go. I'll give u a update when it arrives. I'm going to just take Tagamet and nothing else.
Well, it is your decision to take both. Just make sure you properly handle azide, this substance is a little bit tricky. Double check H&S rules to avoid troubles.
I feel sorry life is not a pleasant thing for you...


iu
Wait, you're not planning on combining the two methods (SN/SA) are you? It's not clear if you meant that, or it was just @faust's interpretation. It's a bad idea to do so, so thought I should double-check just in case.



iu
As others have said, SN is rated as more peaceful than sodium azide (SA), and SA has important safety restrictions on handling and also posing a risk to emergency responders or family who discover you. Please make sure you thoroughly read the PPH chapter 'Lethal organic salts' if you haven't done so already.
 
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