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floppyfrogged

floppyfrogged

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Apr 8, 2024
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i hate feeling like this and i hate feeling so hopeless. i want my boyfriend to ask me how i am doing and just please love me i hate feeling sad and stressed like this the only thing calming me down is thhinking of killing myself why do i do this and why do i feel
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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its okay, it's relatable, bestie.. my ex girlfriends never really loved me either, and i've sort of come to accept that.. i don't know if your boyfriend is the best company for you..
 
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ilovecats1

ilovecats1

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Apr 15, 2026
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its okay my boyfriend tells me to study or tell me how he's feeling but he doesn't really believe me when i tell him how horrible im feeling i feel like. i do kinda believe him that im just lazy and finding excuses tho so idk. i get how ur feeling <3

it's really wild that how when im too stressed to do anything daydreaming about dying is the only thing that calms me also.
 

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