Venting Kill me please now

[Namelesa]

I am having this constant mental pain that I don't even know how to describe. It's like a constant physical aching pain but if it was mental. I am trapped here with no method and no way to recover. I don't want to put effort into anything anymore. I am so overwhelmed and tired with having to go through another day. I don't want to live but I am forced to stay alive. I just want to not exist anymore. I don't want to feel anything or do anything anymore. I just want to die.

 

[vercabow]

hey, do you want to talk in dms? i'm willing to listen if it can make you feel better.

 

[Namelesa]

hey, do you want to talk in dms? i'm willing to listen if it can make you feel better.

I don't know. I just feel this constant mental pain and fatigue. I am sick of this. It's like a game that's gone on for too long and has so much filler, boring and bad content in it and I just want to give up but I can't cus I have no methods. AAAAAAAAAAA

 

[vercabow]

i understand. mental fatigue is seriously the worst shit i've felt in my life, surpassing any sort of physical pain i've experience. sometimes it feels like someone is repeatedly driving a fist into my brain.
it's so agonising.

if you want to talk, my dms are open okay? take care

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I also just wish to permanently cease existing, I'm so tired of suffering in this existence and find it painful to simply exist, I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, I wish there's the option to just cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, the fact that such is denied for me always feels so cruel.

 

[Lo$t95]

I am having this constant mental pain that I don't even know how to describe. It's like a constant physical aching pain but if it was mental. I am trapped here with no method and no way to recover. I don't want to put effort into anything anymore. I am so overwhelmed and tired with having to go through another day. I don't want to live but I am forced to stay alive. I just want to not exist anymore. I don't want to feel anything or do anything anymore. I just want to die.

Welcome to the club. You're in the right place get yourself a drink make yourself comfortable and just "fuuuuuuccccckkkkk myyyyy liiiife…."

It's a vibe