Keep feeling like this is it

[Painless_end]

"Very low locus of self-motivation due to inherent brain stem weakness that cannot be remedied by stimuli like medicines, exercise, or pursuit of pleasure" is how I would diagnose myself

Those on the same wavelength will hopefully understand what I am saying

I am not a clinician. The language used is what I "feel" describes my weakness correctly.

 

[siray]

Always trust your physiological instinctive judgement, there's more wisdom in it than the nonsense you would get from a clinical psychologist, they're all a despicable scam.

I myself know for a fact that I'm not accountable for my failures in life. My wretched genetic constitution is responsible for my suicidal thoughts, I didn't have ANY control over my mental health, I found myself like that, born in a fucked up body that was destined to be a beggar who deludes himself into believing there's hope for him. But truth is, there never was anything anyone could do to help me, a despicable physiology like myself should never have been born, I'm a weird absurdity.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Always trust your physiological instinctive judgement, there's more wisdom in it that the nonsense you would get from a clinical psychologist, they're all a despicable scam.

I myself know for a fact that I'm not accountable for my failures in life. My wretched genetic constitution is responsible for my suicidal thoughts, I didn't have ANY control over my mental health, I found myself like that, born in a fucked up body that was destined to be a beggar who deludes himself into believing there's hope for him. But truth is, there never was anything anyone could do to help me, a despicable physiology like myself should never have been born, I'm a weird absurdity.

Man. I totally relate to this. Couldnt have said it better.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Always trust your physiological instinctive judgement, there's more wisdom in it than the nonsense you would get from a clinical psychologist, they're all a despicable scam.

I myself know for a fact that I'm not accountable for my failures in life. My wretched genetic constitution is responsible for my suicidal thoughts, I didn't have ANY control over my mental health, I found myself like that, born in a fucked up body that was destined to be a beggar who deludes himself into believing there's hope for him. But truth is, there never was anything anyone could do to help me, a despicable physiology like myself should never have been born, I'm a weird absurdity.

Very well said. I feel the same way about myself