Just wanna go

[hopelessgirl]

Having a beer. It's a bit calming. And it gives me confidence. And seriously I just wanna go. Anyone else feeling like this?

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Desperate to go

 

[Lucas70]

It's like in a prison,we can't go anywhere but still thinking of going somewhere.

 

[hopelessgirl]

Desperate to go

Me too

It's like in a prison,we can't go anywhere but still thinking of going somewhere.

Exactly :-(

 

[Brokensaddle]

Having a beer. It's a bit calming. And it gives me confidence. And seriously I just wanna go. Anyone else feeling like this?

I'm feeling the same way, I've tried to recovery so many times and now hit rock bottom

 

[FuneralCry]

I want to leave this world all the time. If suicide was easier, I would be long gone. Death is an end to all suffering, it is such a comforting thought, the thought of this life ending. Living is painful. There is nothing for me here. Ctb is the only thing that feels right. I hope you find peace.

 

[coal-light]

Me. Every day seems to be getting worse but I have no willpower to ctb, ever. I wish I did. Sometimes I hope I do, because I feel as if there is no hope anymore. I don't even like being here.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Me. Every day seems to be getting worse but I have no willpower to ctb, ever. I wish I did. Sometimes I hope I do, because I feel as if there is no hope anymore. I don't even like being here.

It's a bit of a catch 22… The more you feel like CTB, the Less energy you have to actually do it… The idea of spending days and weeks and months feeling like this into the future seems completely insane… And yet, so many people on this forum have had this experience… Like when you hear about homeless people who've been on the streets for 10 or 20 years… It's amazing what human beings will get used to and adapt to.

 

[Lady black]

Yes it´s time, also for me I think