Venting Just venting.

[s1mplem3]

Guys, please forgive me, I'm drunk. Honestly I don't know why I made this thread. I just have some thoughts in my head. I think when I drunk I love people more. I'm sad that people so people. I had so much pain in my life I don't have enought words to explain, and still I love people. Stupid, smart, angry, rich or poor, all of you. Many of you here suffering from diseases, mental or physical. I suffer too, but not sure if that's a disease. I let people use me, just because I like to help everyone and I love everyone. Despite this I've never had in my life someone who would love or take care of me. I'm so stupid that I would sacrifice everything for anyone. People are so selfish and they don't care about someone's feelings. And still I love them. I always wanted to find out what is friendship or love, I've never cared about things or money. I understand I'll never have family or friends, I don't know why, but I feel it. I only hope I can meet someone in here to hold my hand when I die, at least once in my life.

 

[Inferdan]

I'm sorry to hear it, my friend. The pain we share is unfair, from those who take advantage of others kindness. You are a good person to love others, it's a shame that it isn't the same for others, especially those who are high in society. Don't be sorry, it's completely fine, what you're doing, and I understand why you'd be drinking. Helps flush the pain away. If you want, I can be here for you. I'll walk with you as far as you want me to. It's not your fault for loving everyone. Such purity and kindness is a rare thing these days. This is a corrupt, dirty, breaking world, who will use anything and everyone. Whether you choose to stay or go, just know that it'll be in your best interest, and therefore the right one :)

 

[noaccount]

It's not a disease, it's (a) human condition - I think. I've often wanted the same things. We can't know what will happen with more years of life, death is the only state in which there's certainty - whether that's better or worse varies by perspective.