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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
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I guess I'm a complete idiot. Although ketamine is supposed to be good against suicidality, that's one of the reasons why the treatment exists. So I didn't think it would be a problem. I even said I'm not actively suicidal, but then they said they can't risk it. They know I'm more likely to kill myself if I don't undergo it, so it's purely about pr.

I had to go back to my psychologist and pay them for like 6 appointments, only because of this. I also had to travel to another city for check up and communicate with them. Only to be dismissed like this.

I know it's my fault and all. But this is some sort of collective mental illness. Why can't we live in a world that's normal and everything isn't controlled by moral panic?
 
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purebliss

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Mar 3, 2026
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I guess I'm a complete idiot. Although ketamine is supposed to be good against suicidality, that's one of the reasons why the treatment exists. So I didn't think it would be a problem. I even said I'm not actively suicidal, but then they said they can't risk it. They know I'm more likely to kill myself if I don't undergo it, so it's purely about pr.

I had to go back to my psychologist and pay them for like 6 appointments, only because of this. I also had to travel to another city for check up and communicate with them. Only to be dismissed like this.

I know it's my fault and all. But this is some sort of collective mental illness. Why can't we live in a world that's normal and everything isn't controlled by moral panic?
Hey man. I feel this way too much... For me they don't want to prescribe me the much needed ADHD medication that is currently destroying my life again.

If you want to self medicate you can visit tor.taxi and from there DH.
Ketamine is very cheap and fairly pure.
My needed medication costs around 20 bucks for ONE SINGLE PILL. So yeah...
You are more in luck

2 Grams of Ketamine is 20 bucks
Considering you will take around 80-100mg every second weekend it will last you quite a while
 
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Endstati0n

Endstati0n

"dying is like taking off a tight shoe" - ram dass
May 10, 2026
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Yeah
Hey man. I feel this way too much... For me they don't want to prescribe me the much needed ADHD medication that is currently destroying my life again.

If you want to self medicate you can visit tor.taxi and from there DH.
Ketamine is very cheap and fairly pure.
My needed medication costs around 20 bucks for ONE SINGLE PILL. So yeah...
You are more in luck

2 Grams of Ketamine is 20 bucks
Considering you will take around 80-100mg every second weekend it will last you quite a while
Just ordered 3 grams for 30 bucks. Its so cheap.
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
304
Hey man. I feel this way too much... For me they don't want to prescribe me the much needed ADHD medication that is currently destroying my life again.

If you want to self medicate you can visit tor.taxi and from there DH.
Ketamine is very cheap and fairly pure.
My needed medication costs around 20 bucks for ONE SINGLE PILL. So yeah...
You are more in luck

2 Grams of Ketamine is 20 bucks
Considering you will take around 80-100mg every second weekend it will last you quite a while
Yeah I will probably order it.
 
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WhY aRE PeoPLE nOT gEtTiNG HelP?!11
 
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