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just joined to share thoughts and say goodbye
Thread starterolivernoir
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I've talked to my therapist and father about my suicidal thoughts. They somehow don't understand what I'm facing. In a few days, I'll jump out of our buildings rooftop 12 floors until I hit the ground. Will take some Rivotril pills just to be relaxed when I do it. I just hope God haves mercy on me.
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I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.
I've learned over the years that most people don't understand suicidal thoughts. It's unfortunate for those of us suffering because it leaves us with very few options for true compassion and support. Just know that no matter what you choose to do, we're still here to help and support you as best we can. I hope you find what you're looking for and I wish you nothing but the best.
You will be fully supported and respected for your decisions here. We only want that you be free of suffering whatever your life choice is. There are many good people on here to talk to I have chatted to a few myself, take a bit of time and chat to them when they reach out. If not only for the reason you might understand yourself a bit better before your bus comes.
I used to think it was just an artifact of history, but I realised that there is a large component of religiosity that is just innate to certain brains. Some brains just move toward it like our brains move to suicide. My mother was one of 7 children and she was the only one who became religious, for some reason. This innateness doesn't suddenly make theism the correct position, though. Oh and yeah, there's no chance I'm respecting/worshipping god if he ever shows up, given the torment he's subjected us to. Also, it's suspicious to me, how I can't find any religious people who are willing to question god's doing (they all presume he is perfect and can do no wrong ). It seems to be part of the religious package, to defend all of gods (mis)deeds.
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