Venting Just a stupid vent

[stuckinh3ll]

I really just have been trying my best to keep shit in. But I'm reaching a breaking point. If anything I'm just gonna start cutting again or some shit despite it being warmer where I am (thus making it harder to get away with) but maybe I'll just idk get more tattoos or get some more piercings something...

I keep thinking of how scary death is and that keeps stopping me honestly. I hate it. I hate that it stops me. Fucking a...

 

[Pale_Rider]

I can relate. Its not like my eye is going to pop out, but the pressure on me has been bad for over two years now. Im finally starting to lose my grip. Not that Ive had much of one, but now I see tangible results of the pressure in my life. Im not a 9 today, but I think about SI often.