Venting I've given myself a green light to go whenever

[BluesRunTheGame]

It might not mean much but it kind of does to me. The suffering far outweighs any reason to feel bad about doing it or even not doing it at all. It is utterly irrational to keep on suffering like this.

 

[Eternally Dottie]

It might not mean much but it kind of does to me. The suffering far outweighs any reason to feel bad about doing it or even not doing it at all. It is utterly irrational to keep on suffering like this.

I'm sorry things are so difficult for you

 

[Zegers]

Agreed. A life of suffering makes no sense but getting out is not easy. Its like a jail.

 

[hellispink]

I feel the same. It is so difficult when something appears to be working for me, because I know deep down it would just be a lie to myself. There are beautiful things in my own perception but the pain and the agony of being alive… it's just too much for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that this life can be unbearable when you suffer so much. In my case, it makes no sense for me to stay here and dying is what feels right. I do think that in a world like this wanting suicide can be perfectly rational. To me it sounds horrifying suffering until old age just for the sake of it. I hope that you find what you are looking for.