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cyanlove

cyanlove

looking for my other half (of my skull)
Dec 23, 2021
154
After backing out of both planned attempts at suicide I've decided I'm just not going to make plans of any kind anymore. I'm not going to try to get better nor am I going to try to ctb again. I'm just so tired.
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
Nothing wrong at all with just coasting for a bit and letting things be…
 
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endofdays

Member
Mar 7, 2022
39
Sounds. like a plan for the time being. Can always be revisited in the future if you change your min and want to feel better.
 
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UpandDownPrincess

UpandDownPrincess

Elementalist
Dec 31, 2019
833
That's cool. Rest is good.

In the meantime, we're here if you want to talk.

((hugs))
 
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Experienced
Mar 5, 2022
225
I'm sorry you haven't found any way to help you. I honestly feel the same way too sometimes. Hope things get better for you.
 
Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
I am with you, I've been coasting as they say for a while now, not planning, but not not planning, found a level and staying here for now!
Hugs to you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
I am also tired of everything. I am only still alive because ctb is so difficult, I am trapped in this world. It is all so depressing. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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OldDrummer

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2022
434
As Jim Carey says the word 'Depressed' actually contains two words - deep and rest.

Hope you heal.
 

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