I’ve changed my plan for suicide

[iwanttodie1]

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This was my plan from my previous post. I've tried doing partial hanging a couple of hours ago but I failed miserably. It felt unreliable and my survival instincts just wouldn't let me do it for long enough. I need an instant method where once I begin there's no going back. 2 of those are either gun or jumping. I can't own a gun in my country so i will go with jumping. One day when I'm home alone again I'll order a Uber for myself to take me to a huge cliff by the sea that I know. This cliff is perfect as it's a straight drop down from the edge onto a cluster of rocks. I should be able to do this as I have proven to myself that I can take the first step into suicide. Will also take a bunch of substances before jumping to ease the situation. Anyways that's it, hopefully I die peacefully

 

[FuneralCry]

Hanging does sound like a difficult method and that's why I have never attempted before. The fear of failure is what holds me back as well. It's understandable wanting an instant method and I'm sorry that you failed your attempt. Suicide is just too difficult. I do envy those with the courage for jumping. I wish you the best, I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[Cryptonite]

Jumping is a good method actually, provided you have sufficient height and good surface. 10-storey building is already 95% reliable, but obviously, the higher the better. For me it's number two, right after SN.