it's unbelievable how jaded life is

[Death is my goal]

even when nothing happens, can't ease my mind. the uneasiness i feel in my chest won't fade away. there's always something bothering me and worst things is i can't do anything about it, it's so tiring and i feel it slowly killing me.

 

[jodes2]

I have an uneasiness of sorts too, it's like boredom and frustration with smatterings of hopelessness and restlessness. Makes me smoke 60 a day

 

[rainysummer]

life becomes hell when the relief never comes

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. There does seem to be no real relief from suffering in a life like this. I never really feel relaxed at all, I'm tired of thinking the same thoughts and enduring day after day of misery all for no purpose. I long for the peace of eternal sleep.