Venting It's so bullshit

[Futile]

Why do I have to come to a site like this in search of what weird chemical to eat hoping that I don't throw up so that I can kill myself? Why can't I die a peaceful death?

I'm seriously thinking of sending a letter to the government (that apparently just fell lol) to tell them that I'm never going to contribute to this shitty society so they might as well kill me now. At least to send a message, but I fear the consequences

 

[WornOutLife]

I think that's not a good idea. You might end up in a psych ward or be forced to do any community service.

 

[woknows]

How can they force you to anything if you kill yourself?