First time 6 months ago was another doctor, and I had just started a dose increase on my mirtazapine antidepressants. So naturally I thought it was a perfect excuse to ask for antiemetics. So I said that I felt severe nausea from doubling my antidepressant dose and it would help get through it until the side effect subsides after a few days. But she replied that the antiemetic that they usually give can worsen depressive symptoms, lol. Even just a few pills? Ridiculous. The second time (yesterday) with a new doctor and a new antidepressant medication I was supposed to start on (Brintellix) I said something similar. They replied in letter after discussing it with another doctor and just said it wasn't a good idea and I should just try to take the Brintellix at night and with some food and just try to endure it. This time it's kind of true though, the Brintellix DOES really give nausea. They even suggested it may just be in my head and suggested I take benzos, lol. As if benzos are less dangerous than meto. Absolute ridiculous nonsense and it ruins my day (week). It was overwhelming stress to even ask since I have severe social anxiety about speaking to strangers, especially autbority. I guess it's a sign that I shojldn't kill myself and just endure half a century of mental torture. I really hate the idea that doctors are gatekeepers of medication and drugs, meanwhile the most destructive drug is totally legal (alcohol) and cancer causing drugs like cigarettes are totally legal too. Fuck this shit!