It's painful

[TheHatedOne]

The state of existence is really painful and it overwhelms me and it presses me. Every moment i'm trampled on by something or someone. I find no joy in anything anymore, all possibilites are uncertain and come with a high risk of failure, I feel like there's nothing for me to do. Nothing fits me. Nothing helps me anymore. The ship is sinking even lower. I need to stop hesitating, what am I even doing...

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, living is very painful. It frustrates me how we were forced to exist and we have to endure the horrors of this life. It is such a hopeless feeling when things get worse. At least in my case the only thing that feels right is ctb. There is nothing for me in this world. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[CFLoser]

You can say the same thing a million times and still not get an inch closer to where you need to be.