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symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
"When you hit rock bottom, there's no where to go but up." Time and time I think I'm there and things can't possibly get worse...
 
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Lullaby

Lullaby

🌙
Mar 9, 2022
691
Then the hole you're in gets deeper and deeper. It feels endless.

Sometimes it feels like there's a massive wall in front of me that I can't climb, while I'm faced with a view of a staircase that I don't have access to that other people do.
 
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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
It's a bottomless pit, really.
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
Wry chuckle—any hole you're in can always get deeper, true enough!
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
"When you hit rock bottom, there's no where to go but up." Time and time I think I'm there and things can't possibly get worse...
You know, that's another good idea for a way to ctb. Tie a bag or two of rocks around your legs, jump off a boat into a lake, or ocean, maybe even off a bridge, and just descend right to the bottom. That's really rock bottom. That would be worse than where you are right now.
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
I bring my own shovel to the bottom with me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,594
To me, it seems as though in this life there is no limit as to how bad things can get and how much we can suffer. In this world, there is unlimited potential for pain and that is why I want to be gone so much. Things could always get worse. Life scares me and to me everything feels so pointless. More than anything I wish that I never existed in the first place.
 
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LastBusStop

LastBusStop

glass half empty
May 16, 2022
19
It can & will always get worse, I think it's my own doing.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,648
you think you've hit the bottom only to find out it gets worse
 
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Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
638
"When you hit rock bottom, there's no where to go but up." Time and time I think I'm there and things can't possibly get worse...
I think it's a bottomless pit, it can always get worse.
 
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