• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
D

deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
Ah, waking up lonely even though I'm not alone, empty because I've been 100% dead inside for years and another day of laying around running my fucked up thoughts through my head all day. This is life? This is what people fight for? People want me to live like this for another who the fuck knows how many years? Fuck that. I can't wait to put that bullet in my head hopefully soon and nothing but blackness and peace takes over for eternity, like I never existed, like I was never here .... perfection.
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: RedundantRecord, FuneralCry, WornOutLife and 2 others
F

FinalDestination

Here lies my hopes and dreams
Mar 10, 2020
214
I hear you on that. Everyday feels like a fight til the end then waking up just to do it all again for years on- it's tiring and it's real hard finding a point in it all. I'm here if you want to unload or talk
 
  • Love
Reactions: deathisnear
WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Suffering or not, I don't understand how society think it's okay to live for 80 years at least on this goddamn blue rock!!
Even if you have lots of money and a beautiful family, you'll just end up getting old and sick! Why would I want to live for so long? Nonsense!!!

I'm getting the hella outta this planet before my 40s! (I'm 33 right now)
 
  • Love
Reactions: deathisnear
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,669
Yes, life really can be torture. There is so much suffering that humans have to go through. Fighting every day is pointless as nothing really matters. Death makes all life meaningless.
 
  • Love
Reactions: deathisnear

Similar threads

RottenSoul
Replies
0
Views
89
Suicide Discussion
RottenSoul
RottenSoul
spacefreightergirl
Replies
3
Views
254
Suicide Discussion
DeersCanTalk
DeersCanTalk
faraway_sayu
Replies
18
Views
658
Suicide Discussion
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
hiding the roses
Replies
1
Views
111
Suicide Discussion
DeathSweetDeath
D
logar
Replies
2
Views
247
Suicide Discussion
voc_89
voc_89