It's 11PM and i didn't do shit

[tryme]

slept a few hours then talked some with my friend from another country that almost died due to kidney stones
paid my corrupt doc and cunt didnt write said he'll write tomorrow
all in all day wasted 0/? train suicide attempts
6 days until end of the month then im in big trouble

 

[Risperdead-]

please formulate your posting again clearly

 

[painfully]

why are you so harsh on yourself if you are going to ctb? Relax, at the very least you earned to be at peace now. What else did you want to do? Be "productive" until the day you ctb?

It feels bad telling you to relax because you are ctbing, but its just true. Cant say much else...