It feels so comfortable being depressed. I've gotten so used to it.

[NG_Kasumi]

I know some of you might feel this way as well. But today is the realization that I do actually like the feeling of being depressed all along. Everything is dust and noise to me at this point. If my house gets hit by a crashing plane and kill me I'd be okay with it.

During work it has its benefits as well. Even if costumers yells and say mean words to me, its like 'enter one ear, exit to another ear' type thing. I couldn't give a shit anymore. Even porn doesn't work on me anymore. I'd rather take a hit of heroin instead.

Sorry for rambling. Got no one to share these things with IRL.

 

[Freedomindeath4me]

You're not alone. I feel like I want to be depressed because it keeps me realistic. When I fall from elevated states it cause such greater misery. My comfort zone is a certain level of depression.

 

[UnravelingWinter]

Feeling depressed is just so dependable and consistent.

You always know what to expect from it, and it never hurts you like other happier emotions by getting your hopes up.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

There's something comforting about being entirely checked out… Comfortably numb

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that in this world being depressed can be perfectly rational. We live in a world with unlimited potential for suffering after all. How could anyone want to live in a world that is as horrible as this. I believe that I see life for what it is, it is so pointless, unnecessary and I simply do not see my life as being worth living.

 

[rabbitlinnt10]

Same. I try not to laugh anymore because I get immediately depressed a little slightly on my mood meter. When I'm witj my friends trying to fill up the convo with jokes and smiling a lot in the moment for 3 hours, I immediately feel dead and try to actively kill myself because my meter went too high, so ofc it's gonna go far down again the same amount

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

You start to feel numb