Is this possibly a perfect method?

[newpath]

After watching the video of the young chinese man jumping from the Qiansimen Bridge in Chongqing, I've been thinking a lot. It looked so peaceful.
He was wearing earpods of some kind and by the looks of it, he was listening to music, waiting for the perfect moment to take him home.

I've been replicating the moment in my own home, falling into my bed. I picked my favourite song/melody, put on noise cancelling earpods, waited for the big drop (in the song) and fell backwards. Been trying it many times, it feels good. Now of course I'm in the comfort of my home, obviously it's different if I was standing on a bridge. So I have implemented another step.

I added the step to make myself pass out via a breathing & hold technique around the time the big drop in the song happens and leaned backwards. I woke up in my bed ~30 seconds later into the song. I was in LaLa-land for those 30 seconds. Tried it a few times now, works perfect every single time. Now imagine actually falling like that. A lethal drop is realistically ~3-8 seconds. Won't even know what happened.

I'm still experimenting.
Let me know what you think about this method, if you have any input, pros/cons.

 

[hdead]

I considered jumping once and found out it wouldn't be for me.

But the way you're describing it sounds pretty darn peaceful.

 

[never mind me]

I'm surprised you manage to pass out just by a breathing technique. How does this work?
If you have a spot for jumping where nobody is going to intervene it sounds like a really nice method. However, I don't know, if there are so many accesible spots for jumping where you aren't in danger of being rescued, if you hesitate .

 

[newpath]

I'm surprised you manage to pass out just by a breathing technique. How does this work?
If you have a spot for jumping where nobody is going to intervene it sounds like a really nice method. However, I don't know, if there are so many accesible spots for jumping where you aren't in danger of being rescued, if you hesitate .

I explained it in an earlier post, you basically just crunch down and start hyperventilating, the longer the better and when you're ready to pass out you stand up and blow on your thumb (not letting any air out, make yourself turn red). I'm pretty sure it works for everyone 100% of the time so be careful where you fall if you try it.

There are some spots, you just have to be a bit creative and look for them.

I considered jumping once and found out it wouldn't be for me.

But the way you're describing it sounds pretty darn peaceful.

To me it's the most peaceful one. A leap of faith sort of thing.

 

[tonicer]

After watching the video of the young chinese man jumping from the Qiansimen Bridge in Chongqing, I've been thinking a lot. It looked so peaceful.
He was wearing earpods of some kind and by the looks of it, he was listening to music, waiting for the perfect moment to take him home.

That really sounds like a lovely way to go.

 

[newpath]

That really sounds like a lovely way to go.

Indeed. I've found my way. Timing is key though.

 

[behindtheveil]

Hey, I m still struggling with the hyperventilating part. So is it just blowing out the air within and not taking any breaths or fast exhailing with little air intake

 

[newpath]

Hey, I m still struggling with the hyperventilating part. So is it just blowing out the air within and not taking any breaths or fast exhailing with little air intake

It works like this. You crouch down so your head is slightly above knee level, you start breathing in and out rapidly for a minimum of 30 seconds (I do 40-60sec), then you stand up quickly, put your thumb in your mouth and blow on it as if you wanted to blow air out but your thumb acts like a cork and won't let any air out (your cheeks should be all big since you're blowing but nothing comes out). Should pass out within seconds and wake up dizzy/confused plenty of seconds later.

I want to add that no one should make themselves pass out "for fun" or too often (it can feel like a high) because it can also be dangerous, especially if you overdo it. I found this method online and it worked for me and can come in handy if I were to follow through with my method.

 

[DeadnDusted]

I was thinking about pairing the self induced fainting you described with hanging actually. But idk if itd work well.

 

[newpath]

I was thinking about pairing the self induced fainting you described with hanging actually. But idk if itd work well.

Not sure actually. I tried hanging once... not my thing.

 

[ZeroRedz02]

It works like this. You crouch down so your head is slightly above knee level, you start breathing in and out rapidly for a minimum of 30 seconds (I do 40-60sec), then you stand up quickly, put your thumb in your mouth and blow on it as if you wanted to blow air out but your thumb acts like a cork and won't let any air out (your cheeks should be all big since you're blowing but nothing comes out). Should pass out within seconds and wake up dizzy/confused plenty of seconds later.

I want to add that no one should make themselves pass out "for fun" or too often (it can feel like a high) because it can also be dangerous, especially if you overdo it. I found this method online and it worked for me and can come in handy if I were to follow through with my method.

Do you still have the original source to this?

After watching the video of the young chinese man jumping from the Qiansimen Bridge in Chongqing, I've been thinking a lot. It looked so peaceful.
He was wearing earpods of some kind and by the looks of it, he was listening to music, waiting for the perfect moment to take him home.

I've been replicating the moment in my own home, falling into my bed. I picked my favourite song/melody, put on noise cancelling earpods, waited for the big drop (in the song) and fell backwards. Been trying it many times, it feels good. Now of course I'm in the comfort of my home, obviously it's different if I was standing on a bridge. So I have implemented another step.

I added the step to make myself pass out via a breathing & hold technique around the time the big drop in the song happens and leaned backwards. I woke up in my bed ~30 seconds later into the song. I was in LaLa-land for those 30 seconds. Tried it a few times now, works perfect every single time. Now imagine actually falling like that. A lethal drop is realistically ~3-8 seconds. Won't even know what happened.

I'm still experimenting.
Let me know what you think about this method, if you have any input, pros/cons.

About jumping, it's alot easy, and i agree with you it was already painless for me when i did fall (it was my First time falling from my high house and also the First time in general) and i did fall literally i couldn't remember nothing from that if not that my head was moving so fast with the body itself then after the 2 seconds of this sensation.. Puff nothing, i did become unconscious really fast but my mother once said that i did suffer alot pain at the end of the falling while I was being rescued which it wasn't true for me, i was unconscious literally i didn't Remember nothing of that, now my mother did die in 2024 peace to her.. While i did fall at the end of 2023 during the starting of december month during all the ending month of the year i was put in pharmalogically coma which i did recovered from that.. I did awake on 2024 January.

 

[behindtheveil]

It works like this. You crouch down so your head is slightly above knee level, you start breathing in and out rapidly for a minimum of 30 seconds (I do 40-60sec), then you stand up quickly, put your thumb in your mouth and blow on it as if you wanted to blow air out but your thumb acts like a cork and won't let any air out (your cheeks should be all big since you're blowing but nothing comes out). Should pass out within seconds and wake up dizzy/confused plenty of seconds later.

I want to add that no one should make themselves pass out "for fun" or too often (it can feel like a high) because it can also be dangerous, especially if you overdo it. I found this method online and it worked for me and can come in handy if I were to follow through with my method.

Thank you for this.

 

[newpath]

Do you still have the original source to this?

About jumping, it's alot easy, and i agree with you it was already painless for me when i did fall (it was my First time falling from my high house and also the First time in general) and i did fall literally i couldn't remember nothing from that if not that my head was moving so fast with the body itself then after the 2 seconds of this sensation.. Puff nothing, i did become unconscious really fast but my mother once said that i did suffer alot pain at the end of the falling while I was being rescued which it wasn't true for me, i was unconscious literally i didn't Remember nothing of that, now my mother did die in 2024 peace to her..

Unfortunately not.

Interesting, thank you for sharing this. Did you fall by mistake or was it on purpose? I believe this is an important fact.
I'm sorry about your mother, may she rest in peace.

Thank you for this.

No problem.

 

[ZeroRedz02]

Unfortunately not.

Interesting, thank you for sharing this. Did you fall by mistake or was it on purpose? I believe this is an important fact.
I'm sorry about your mother, may she rest in peace.


No problem.

Somehow both i swear firstly to fall i was having ideation suicide thoughts about taking a fall (it was on my terrace) but also did help the anxiety pills that my family doctor did prescribed to me, this is mainly the reason why I fell they made me feel dizzy and confused myself (i fell both accidentally and on purpose).

By the way i think also that the prescribed anxiety pills was (Tavor) based on Lorazepam the same pills that i was taking later this year because the psychiatrist prescribed them to me also if this is true and they are the same pills its a coincidence tho.

 

[woofwag]

I think my only problem with jumping is the SI kicking in. Because from what every jump survivor has described, the second they hurdle over that bridge, they regret it. Instant, painful regret. And if it's not immediate, then it's when the water gets closer and death becomes inevitable.

I think a lot about the poem "The View from Halfway Down" from Bojack Horseman. If I didn't want to jump before, I absolutely don't now that I've seen it.

I think making yourself pass out before you fall could be good. Just have to be careful about a passerby stopping you. And if you wake up right before hitting the water… although I guess at that point it wouldn't really matter. Unless you live.

 

[newpath]

Somehow both i swear firstly to fall i was having ideation suicide thoughts about taking a fall (it was on my terrace) but also did help the anxiety pills that my family doctor did prescribed to me, this is mainly the reason why I fell they made me feel dizzy and confused myself (i fell both accidentally and on purpose).

By the way i think also that the prescribed anxiety pills was (Tavor) based on Lorazepam the same pills that i was taking later this year because the psychiatrist prescribed them to me also if this is true and they are the same pills its a coincidence tho.

I understand. This is interesting because I forgot to mention that I will be taking benzos on top of it all. To get rid of any SI and to become overall dizzy/drowsy/calm in combination with playing my favourite song on the highest volume, completely immersed. I truly believe in this method.

You have given me a lot of valuable information, I appreciate you.

I think my only problem with jumping is the SI kicking in. Because from what every jump survivor has described, the second they hurdle over that bridge, they regret it. Instant, painful regret. And if it's not immediate, then it's when the water gets closer and death becomes inevitable.

I think a lot about the poem "The View from Halfway Down" from Bojack Horseman. If I didn't want to jump before, I absolutely don't now that I've seen it.

I think making yourself pass out before you fall could be good. Just have to be careful about a passerby stopping you. And if you wake up right before hitting the water… although I guess at that point it wouldn't really matter. Unless you live.

Actually I believe this is a myth to scare people away from jumping. I read an in depth paper about someone interviewing some very few survivors who jumped from the golden gate bridge, I believe 10 of them. They described the complete opposite, they felt a sensation of euphoria, warm and spiritual feelings. No pain. And for the SI as I mentioned earlier, I will personally down a bunch of benzos.

You have to pick a spot where the interference of bystanders is an impossibility.

 

[name2come]

After watching the video of the young chinese man jumping from the Qiansimen Bridge in Chongqing, I've been thinking a lot. It looked so peaceful.
He was wearing earpods of some kind and by the looks of it, he was listening to music, waiting for the perfect moment to take him home.

I've been replicating the moment in my own home, falling into my bed. I picked my favourite song/melody, put on noise cancelling earpods, waited for the big drop (in the song) and fell backwards. Been trying it many times, it feels good. Now of course I'm in the comfort of my home, obviously it's different if I was standing on a bridge. So I have implemented another step.

I added the step to make myself pass out via a breathing & hold technique around the time the big drop in the song happens and leaned backwards. I woke up in my bed ~30 seconds later into the song. I was in LaLa-land for those 30 seconds. Tried it a few times now, works perfect every single time. Now imagine actually falling like that. A lethal drop is realistically ~3-8 seconds. Won't even know what happened.

I'm still experimenting.
Let me know what you think about this method, if you have any input, pros/cons.

I mean, I'm not sure there is a "perfect" method insofar as it works as intended, 100% of the time. Even something like "N" has variables and some limited unpredictability. But, that doesn't mean you can't find something that you think can work for you.

Falling has too many variables for me, and while part of me thinks the falling part might be exhilirating, I also worry about being filled with regret the whole way down. And I have deep concerns about that last part. Too many people have freak survivals from falls, and while reports of remembering no pain are great for survivors, I'm not convinced they experienced no pain. For a survivor, that's a distinction with little purpose. What matters if you experienced pain but can't remember it. That's not going to help while you are experiencing it.

But that's me! With my own nuances and concerns. Heights make me anxious in general, so really I doubt falling could ever work for me. But you're your own person. You've tested some methods that seem promising. That's good. I cannot imagine I'd be able to control my breathing like that. For myself, as I consider a method, I try to make sure I'm okay with a worst case scenario, so I'd just recommend you think about that. I don't do this to dissuade myself. Thinking about the worst things could go and then deciding if that still sounds okay can be comforting. Perfect rarely happens in this world, but "good enough" happens quite a lot. I hope you find what you need.

 

[ZeroRedz02]

I understand. This is interesting because I forgot to mention that I will be taking benzos on top of it all. To get rid of any SI and to become overall dizzy/drowsy/calm in combination with playing my favourite song on the highest volume, completely immersed. I truly believe in this method.

You have given my a lot of valuable information, I appreciate you.

Actually I believe this is a myth to scare people away from jumping. I read an in depth paper about someone interviewing some very few survivors of jumpers from the golden gate bridge, I believe 10 of them. They said the complete opposite, they felt a feeling of euphoria, a warm sensation and spiritual feelings. No pain. And for the SI as I mentioned earlier, I will personally down a bunch of benzos.

You have to pick a spot where the interference of bystanders is an impossibility.

Thank you very gentle answer from you, but also take in mind that the pain is inevitable, i didn't feel pain because i was lucky and because my brain was confused (btw myself i was lol i was talking to my dad when i did fall) i did fall by my back and not by watching the height itself so this is also the reason why Survival istinct didn't kicked out. (Also the reason why i didn't feel all the pain was because my adrenaline did kicked out)

 

[newpath]

I mean, I'm not sure there is a "perfect" method insofar as it works as intended, 100% of the time. Even something like "N" has variables and some limited unpredictability. But, that doesn't mean you can't find something that you think can work for you.

Falling has too many variables for me, and while part of me thinks the falling part might be exhilirating, I also worry about being filled with regret the whole way down. And I have deep concerns about that last part. Too many people have freak survivals from falls, and while reports of remembering no pain are great for survivors, I'm not convinced they experienced no pain. For a survivor, that's a distinction with little purpose. What matters if you experienced pain but can't remember it. That's not going to help while you are experiencing it.

But that's me! With my own nuances and concerns. Heights make me anxious in general, so really I doubt falling could ever work for me. But you're your own person. You've tested some methods that seem promising. That's good. I cannot imagine I'd be able to control my breathing like that. For myself, as I consider a method, I try to make sure I'm okay with a worst case scenario, so I'd just recommend you think about that. I don't do this to dissuade myself. Thinking about the worst things could go and then deciding if that still sounds okay can be comforting. Perfect rarely happens in this world, but "good enough" happens quite a lot. I hope you find what you need.

This is very reasonable, thanks for your input.

I completely agree that there probably is no perfect method for everyone. I do think though that individually, one can come close. There are parts of jumping that are scary for sure, like you mentioned jumping and regretting it mid air. I thought about that too, which is why I added the element of making myself pass out as I fall. That's my fix for that particular issue. I do believe however that once you get over the main hurdle of letting yourself go, everything else will go extremely quick. The body won't even know how to react to what's happening, I don't even think there is time to... think. Thanks and likewise to you.

Thank you very gentle answer from you, but also take in mind that the pain is inevitable, i didn't feel pain because i was lucky and because my brain was confused (btw myself i was lol i was talking to my dad when i did fall) i did fall by my back and not by watching the height itself so this is also the reason why Survival istinct didn't kicked out. (Also the reason why i didn't feel all the pain was because my adrenaline did kicked out)

Yeah, I understand. Like I mentioned above I think the body goes in full panic mode once you're in the air. Your body loves control and comfort, once it loses both it doesn't know what to do. It will most likely shutdown. I've read stories about survivors blacking out mid air, they don't remember a thing. I just find it all so fascinating.

 

[ZeroRedz02]

I understand. This is interesting because I forgot to mention that I will be taking benzos on top of it all. To get rid of any SI and to become overall dizzy/drowsy/calm in combination with playing my favourite song on the highest volume, completely immersed. I truly believe in this method.

You have given me a lot of valuable information, I appreciate you.

Actually I believe this is a myth to scare people away from jumping. I read an in depth paper about someone interviewing some very few survivors who jumped from the golden gate bridge, I believe 10 of them. They described the complete opposite, they felt a sensation of euphoria, warm and spiritual feelings. No pain. And for the SI as I mentioned earlier, I will personally down a bunch of benzos.

You have to pick a spot where the interference of bystanders is an impossibility.

By my comments could be that i can't remember very well what happened to myself, but i am still thinking about suicide me too which i would want to do it with SN this time as my first very official purpose of suicide.

 

[newpath]

By my comments could be that i can't remember very well what happened to myself, but i am still thinking about suicide me too which i would want to do it with SN this time as my first very official purpose of suicide.

I see a lot of people talking about SN on this forum, I don't know much about it tbh. I find it too messy to find an actual place to order it from (scam risk?) and then the scare of throwing up or becoming a vegetable. Maybe I'm completely off about this, I have to do more research. Why I like my method is that it's final. Once you take the leap, it's over.

 

[ZeroRedz02]

I see a lot of people talking about SN on this forum, I don't know much about it tbh. I find it too messy to find an actual place to order it from (scam risk?) and then the scare of throwing up or becoming a vegetable. Maybe I'm completely off about this, I have to do more research. Why I like my method is that it's final. Once you take the leap, it's over.

The importance is that you know what you are doing after all it's your personal choice, but if you want i can DM you, i think i have a reliable contact from France are you from Europe or USA?

 

[newpath]

The importance is that you know what you are doing after all it's your personal choice, but if you want i can DM you, i think i have a reliable contact from France are you from Europe or USA?

Sure, you can DM. Europe.

 

[newpath]

Every time I pass out this feels like the way to go.

 

[T22222222]

It works like this. You crouch down so your head is slightly above knee level, you start breathing in and out rapidly for a minimum of 30 seconds (I do 40-60sec), then you stand up quickly, put your thumb in your mouth and blow on it as if you wanted to blow air out but your thumb acts like a cork and won't let any air out (your cheeks should be all big since you're blowing but nothing comes out). Should pass out within seconds and wake up dizzy/confused plenty of seconds later.

I want to add that no one should make themselves pass out "for fun" or too often (it can feel like a high) because it can also be dangerous, especially if you overdo it. I found this method online and it worked for me and can come in handy if I were to follow through with my method.

hey does it work for everyone else? for some reason maybe i'm doing something wrong because it doesn't seem to work for me

 

[Aren]

hey does it work for everyone else? for some reason maybe i'm doing something wrong because it doesn't seem to work for me

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