Is this how it feels like knowing you're close to death?

[Sea of Blood]

When nothing, not even your education which you prioritize, becomes obsolete. You don't feel anything. You don't care if you fail or if you pass because you know ultimately none of it matters.

It's insane how much I've changed over the years.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Almost nothing matters. Only the really important things. Like the deepest connections you have with some people. You realize that nothing ever really mattered. It was all just a way to pass the time.

 

[AJ95]

It feels sort of calm, like it's sunk in this time that I'm going to die soon, other things don't feel as important anymore.

I do feel nervous, I don't want to mess it up or not kill me.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Yeah, I feel like nothing is really that important right now because I have accepted that I can't make any progress