is there anything you’d like to do on your last day?

[emilyprentiss]

d-day is fairly soon for me, i am struggling to make concrete plans due to the absurdity and constant swinging of my mental state but i know it's necessary and I'll be much calmer once ive decided how to be rid of everything. when I envision the day I can't really think of anything to mark it if I am making sense. I have no letters worth writing and there is no longer anything i enjoy doing. i thought when i ended it i would empty my bank account but I don't see the point in buying things that I more than likely won't live to see delivered just for the sake of draining my money, and i inherently don't deserve any such possessions because i am worthless. sleeping is the only thing that makes me happy and i will be sleeping ever so much. I am just rambling but the day before or the day itself when you end it do you have any plans or is there anything you'd want to do before it's over?

 

[TheHolySword]

I spent what I thought was my last day with my parents. It was a perfect last day for me. Then I survived. I won't be living through another day like that, it was painful being with them knowing what I was planning. My next last day will be in a different state, an unfamiliar place to me. I will be alone. There will be nothing for me to do. I will just be waiting to die.

 

[emilyprentiss]

I spent what I thought was my last day with my parents. It was a perfect last day for me. Then I survived. I won't be living through another day like that, it was painful being with them knowing what I was planning. My next last day will be in a different state, an unfamiliar place to me. I will be alone. There will be nothing for me to do. I will just be waiting to die.

i understand you very well, i don't really want to do anything. i have fallen so far into the need to suffer i now realise i deserve nothing else. if I take enjoyment in anything it is a failure to punish myself sufficiently. i hope you are able to feel peaceful.

 

[waqs]

probably just rest my mind for once, when im awake it feels like my mind is always scattered everywhere, either from college, person projects, talking to people, ect. ill want to spend my last day just doing nothing, working on nothing, might get high to achieve this idk lmao

 

[VoidBlessed]

Watch the sun rise over the ocean. My two favorite things in the world enjoyed in perfect solitude.

 

[kopebaldy]

Place a curse on Todd Howard for not releasing TES6 earlier lol

 

[gunmetalblue11]

Place a curse on Todd Howard for not releasing TES6 earlier lol

This tho, argh, I'll be gone long before it comes out but damn the wait better be worth it for everyone else.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

There is only one point on my last day's agenda: Hanging myself.

 

[ZornTheDreaded]

Nah, no point to do anything, just want to CTB ASAP and with the least pain possible

 

[TwistedNightmares]

The only thing I would do on my last day is sleep. I wouldn't feel like doing anything else.

 

[itsgone2]

Last day. Darre to dream. Would love for it to just get here

 

[Macedonian1987]

I would do nothing special on that day. In The days leading to that event i will most likely visit my grandma's grave. She was like a mother to me. She was the only person that ever loved me in this sad life of mine. Sadly she has been gone from my life for more than 20 years, but i still remember her unconditional love like it was yesterday.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I just want to cease existing in peace and never suffer again, it's all I want, I just want all to be gone and forgotten, only non-existence could ever be desirable for me, I just hope for peace from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence, I'd never wish for any of this, I just want the peace of non-existence where there is no more pain and no more suffering, I find it so undesirable to exist in every way and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.