Is there anyone in your past who you wish you could talk to?

[Stargazer100]

Is there anyone you can no longer easily talk to, hut who you wish you could talk to? An ex, a parent, anyone.
Is there anything specific you would want to talk about? Is there something you want to say or something you want to hear? Why can't you talk to this person now? Why do you want to talk to this person specifically? Would you hope it would make some difference? How do you feel about that t person today?

Or maybe there isn't someone from your past you want to talk to.

 

[The Lonely]

Is there anyone you can no longer easily talk to, hut who you wish you could talk to? An ex, a parent, anyone.
Is there anything specific you would want to talk about? Is there something you want to say or something you want to hear? Why can't you talk to this person now? Why do you want to talk to this person specifically? Would you hope it would make some difference? How do you feel about that t person today?

Or maybe there isn't someone from your past you want to talk to.

Do you have anyone? :)

 

[BlankUser]

I would like to talk to both of my grandfathers... I lost them way too early. They wanted to live, but tragic things happened. And I would love to talk to my mother, but she died tragically 7 years ago.

 

[FuneralCry]

Some elderly family members died when I was very young so I didn't know them really, so I would like to talk to them. Apart from that, there are many people from my past who are probably still alive who I never want to see again.

 

[motel rooms]

I'm still forced to talk to them in my head, I wish they would shut the fuck up already

 

[Stargazer100]

I'm still forced to talk to them in my head, I wish they would shut the fuck up already

This is the opposite from me. I still talk to an ex in my head, while I know that in reality she has a different life now and is definitely not thinking about me. A fantasy version that matches more with the person she was back then than who she really is now.

Or maybe it's not the opposite, maybe I do want that fantasy to stop.

 

[TooLate2582]

An ex. I'd tell her how much she hurt me but I doubt she'd care. Just to be clear, she's not a factor in any of my decisions but fuck me, I loved her and she broke my heart.

 

[Stargazer100]

I am very curious about the rest of your stories btw please answer as many questions as you're willing to

 

[motel rooms]

maybe I do want that fantasy to stop.

I hope it does...

 

[Stargazer100]

I hope it does...

Why do you hope my fantasy stops?

 

[motel rooms]

Why do you hope my fantasy stops?

Because you said that maybe you wanted it to stop

 

[Stargazer100]

Maybe

 

[motel rooms]

Maybe

Why? Does a part of you think it's unhealthy?

 

[The Lonely]

See: i didn't knew that dead people counted on this… (I didn't have any grandpa or grandma present in my life… I don't know how it would have been…). I lost my god mother a long time ago and this still hurt because all the good memories I have of my childhood she is on it. (I have very vivid memories so more frequently that I would like, I remember her and cry a lot).

About the alive people I already talked to everyone:

1 . Last year I talked on line with my first boyfriend… (when I was 15-18).. He is married and has two kids…He married the girl he knew right after I broke up with him back then…. I told him that I was happy about him and asked him to forgive me for not being the girlfriend he deserved… (even though I made my best)… I told that I would not be able to give him kids and so I am happy that he knew this other girl… Its funny because he told me remembers about me when he sees some things, he told me that still keeps gifts I gave him… (this was nice to hear this because I do the same)… He told me that his father in law likes him and this makes him happy once my father never even say a hello to him and didn't liked him at all … this was heartbreaking and came as a surprise as he still remembers being rejected by my father… So we had a long chat and very touching actually…

2 . I tried to reach other people but they didn't answered me:
Ex: my second boyfriend, and this ex mother in law….

3 . I sent a message last year to a maid who saw me growing… but she just answered for education and didn't wanted to talk to me…

4 . And Last month I sent a message to my ex best friend… and she only answered for education too. I asked her to forgive me for not being a good friend to her (friendship ended last year)…

So… Thats it.
This page is already done for me…

Don't have anyone to leave letters, or whatsoever(…).
I'm already emptying my drawers.

Maybe

I imagine this is an university task you need to do… but it is ok

 

[lofticries]

no. but i do wanna cuddle with my cat that died years ago one last time.

 

[motel rooms]

no. but i do wanna cuddle with my cat that died years ago one last time.

Just don't dig it up

 

[lofticries]

Just don't dig it up

I got him cremated and I have the ashes in a lil box...the most i can do now is dump them over me.

 

[Teepbak]

There was a guy in my high school who was 2 grades below me. He hung himself while we were still in high school. I never spoke with him, had a class with him, hell I don't ever remember seeing him (I went to a large high school). I would like to talk with him to see what he was going through.

Now that I think back to this event, it was so strange. People talked about it at school for like 2 days, and then it was completely forgotten about.

 

[motel rooms]

I got him cremated and I have the ashes in a lil box...the most i can do now is dump them over me.

 

[xkonstantinexx]

This is the opposite from me. I still talk to an ex in my head, while I know that in reality she has a different life now and is definitely not thinking about me. A fantasy version that matches more with the person she was back then than who she really is now.

Or maybe it's not the opposite, maybe I do want that fantasy to stop.

I know how you feel.

In my head, I still talk to my ex in my head no matter how hard I try not to think about her but unfortunately, she was such a big part of my life that almost every aspect of my life is associated with a memory of her. I'm very well aware that she's moved on and I'm trying to convince myself that she doesn't think about me at all now.

I want these fantasies of being in communication still and the hope of a possible reconciliation to stop. Hope is such a dangerous thing. It always disappoints.

Is there anyone you can no longer easily talk to, hut who you wish you could talk to? An ex, a parent, anyone.
Is there anything specific you would want to talk about? Is there something you want to say or something you want to hear? Why can't you talk to this person now? Why do you want to talk to this person specifically? Would you hope it would make some difference? How do you feel about that t person today?

Or maybe there isn't someone from your past you want to talk to.

I wish I could talk to my ex. I wish I could convince her that our relationship wasn't a lie. I want to tell her that I still love her and I want to hear her reciprocate. I can't to my ex anymore because she has blocked me on all available channels of communication and it wasn't a pretty sight the last time I showed up at her house unannounced. I want to talk to her because she was a huge aspect of my life. I don't think talking to her would have any impact on my decision to CTB. There are times when I miss her and there are times when I'm angry at her.

 

[Panna]

The only two friends I ever had in school. We used to hang out and play yugioh while everyone else would go home early after exams. The one time I spend the night, I ignored them in favor of flash games, even though they kept asking me to play with them. I've never seen them afterwards since they attended a trade school while I stayed at high school. You'd think after I had ruined the only relationship i've ever had with a girl by choosing her snes over her I would have learned my lesson. I honestly want to forget.

 

[All Things Must Pass]

I want to talk to dead people. Particularly those who have catched the bus and my ancestors.