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tsykoais

tsykoais

i can't drown my demons they know how to swim
Apr 9, 2023
132
ive always hated when the sun is up and when it's bright outside and everything that comes with it. sometimes i even purposely trigger my insomnia and stay up all night so i can sleep in the day and avoid the sunlight. i wish it was night all the time. when i die, i want to die in the nighttime, in somewhere dark and quiet.
 
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onbekend

onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
265
I agree. I hate the day time too, I like being alone and it's unfortunate that I never get to be alone during the day time.
 
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377e8372662

Country boy
Jul 15, 2024
40
I feel this way too. It's too bright, it's too loud, it's too hot, it's too sober, it's too busy.
 
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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Severe Medical Phobia « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
549
I feel calmer and better at night. There's more peace and nothing to do.
 
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No More Tears

No More Tears

I'm tired of missing the bus.
Jul 26, 2024
91
Me. I wish it was nighttime 24 hours a day. There's something about the darkness that draws me to it.
 
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Illegal Preclear

Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
226
ive always hated when the sun is up and when it's bright outside and everything that comes with it. sometimes i even purposely trigger my insomnia and stay up all night so i can sleep in the day and avoid the sunlight. i wish it was night all the time. when i die, i want to die in the nighttime, in somewhere dark and quiet.
Same here! My chronic pain and fatigue always lessens at night for whatever reason, and I'm able to actually somewhat focus on things. I've given a lot of thought as to whether I'll CTB in the day or night - I'd feel more serene doing it at night, but certainly be more motivated to die during the day! I typically stay awake until 5-6 AM and I actually HATE seeing the sun come up. I feel practically dead already in the daytime and the night never feels long enough.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

Mage
Jul 25, 2024
504
night time is comfort, it's time to get on comfy clothes, on my bedroom with low light and enjoy some time alone, away from work and all the fucking sounds and chores...
 
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Suspect_Device

Student
Jul 10, 2022
140
ive always hated when the sun is up and when it's bright outside and everything that comes with it. sometimes i even purposely trigger my insomnia and stay up all night so i can sleep in the day and avoid the sunlight. i wish it was night all the time. when i die, i want to die in the nighttime, in somewhere dark and quiet.
I'm not a fan of it. I find I can sleep easier in the daytime though.
 
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sugarb

sugarb

thief of silent dreams
Jun 14, 2024
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ive always hated when the sun is up and when it's bright outside and everything that comes with it. sometimes i even purposely trigger my insomnia and stay up all night so i can sleep in the day and avoid the sunlight. i wish it was night all the time. when i die, i want to die in the nighttime, in somewhere dark and quiet.
I like day when it's cloudy and kinda dim. Late evening is also nice, probably my favorite time. Just dark enough, usually. i do prefer night generally though
 
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