Is sodium nitrite still available in the US? Please please DM me if you know, thank you.

[suicidalcatlady]

I just need peace so badly. I've had suicidal thoughts 24/7 since 2019 and I want the torture to end. I don't want another botched suicide method, which happened last time I tried to OD. The botching caused me to have a very long standing nerve injury which affects my walking severely. It would genuinely be a good deed (in my eyes) to help me finally have peace.

 

[beforeistoolate]

May I ask what method of OD did you try?