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I'm in so much pain. I don't want to do this but I have literally no choice. I can't go on living. When I use SN I want to do it at night so I won't be found too soon but I know my family will come looking for me in the morning. I'm thinking about just locking my door and putting a piece of paper on it that says call 911, don't come in. Does anyone have a similar plan or suggestions? I can't leave my house to do it somewhere else bc I've attempted before and my family would be suspicious.
 
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Are you following the SN guide on SS as far as Method goes? Putting a note on your door is like a neon sign that says Go In the Room so I would skip that part. Turn on a little music in case you vomit, it will block out the noise. Are you leaving a note for your family? Dont do anything if you feel frantic or manic prior. From what i know, after you drink it, after 5 min you start to feel dizzy, some feel a burn in their throat and stomache and around 10 min in you will loses consciousness.
 
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Are you following the SN guide on SS as far as Method goes? Putting a note on your door is like a neon sign that says Go In the Room so I would skip that part. Turn on a little music in case you vomit, it will block out the noise. Are you leaving a note for your family? Dont do anything if you feel frantic or manic prior. From what i know, after you drink it, after 5 min you start to feel dizzy, some feel a burn in their throat and stomache and around 10 min in you will loses consciousness.
i would agree with the neon sign part but my room is in the basement in a different part of my house that family rarely goes to. they wouldn't come down until the following morning when i never came up. so that's kinda why i think that when they do come down, and i'm already gone, i should have a sign on the door so they don't try to force their way in and get traumatized by seeing my dead body
 

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