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lettervale

New Member
Apr 30, 2026
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From what I can tell I should be able to kill my self using rat poison. Strychnine. It will just be very painful.

I'm planning on trying soon.
 
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ilovenewyork

Experienced
Nov 16, 2025
250
Come on no. Give yourself a dignified exit. You aren't a rat.
 
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Slark

Slark

Experienced
Apr 30, 2023
206
I don't recommend you do that, it seems like a horrible way to die.
 
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certified_idiot

certified_idiot

Future Lost Media
Dec 5, 2023
107
Probably a bad idea. Even if you're looking for a painful way out, rat poison seems unreliable. I'd try a more physical method, or a more reliable poison. You can find plenty on the Suicide Resource Compilation.
 
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alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
66
im truly sorry you are in a hard place, i wouldn't do a painful method like this. the biggest battle is your survival instinct, you will most likely call for help.
 
LastLightFade...

LastLightFade...

Member
Jan 12, 2026
42
I'm pretty sure you'd end up just puking it up. I don't recommend trying that.
 
SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
112
If you want to ensure a binary outcome, then you'd do well to learn discipline and patience, otherwise you are not ready.
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"Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it." (Matthew 7:13-14)
 
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Nolongerlive

Student
Feb 28, 2026
129
Just make sure that you will succeed , or else you will be facing multi organ failure in the future.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Rat poison is a terrible, painful death. You basically bleed to death internally. Also, many modern rat poisons contain an emetic to make you vomit if you ingest it.
 
Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
938
No, OK? Just no.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Member
Apr 29, 2026
26
I've heard people puke blood and stuff when doing so IDK if it's a good way to do it. I'd suggest many other methods instead I once considered herbicide but figured it probably would take a long and painful time not to mention these substance usually are very bitter or burns your throat so you might puke it out and might end up with a failed attempt.
 

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