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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
362
I live in Mexico. About 5 years ago I was in a city just a couple of hours from the US / Mexico Border and It took me three or four tries to different veterinary clinics but In my terrible Spanish I went and presented this tale:

My father lives on a ranch in Texas and is taking care of a dog with whom I grew up. The dog is a BIG saint bernard. The dog is very sick. My father asked me to buy N here in Mexico and bring it to him so that together we can give it to her, my saint bernard, and have a safe and peaceful passing. I offered to pay for the bottle of N and to give the Vet. a $50 tip for getting it for me. The next day, I had it in my hands.

QUESTION: I am 5'7" and weight about 78kilos (about 171lbs.). Is drinking one bottle enough to CTB?

I am thinking that to be SURE, I should have at least one more bottle. I plan to go to a border town in the next week or so and see if I can buy another bottle or two. I plan to be in the border town for four or five days and my sole purpose is to research and try every vet. clinic that I can find and tell a similar story to them and see if I can get one or two more bottles. I have heard that N is not as easy to get as it used to be, but I won't know if I don't try, right? Wish me luck.

QUESTION: Does anyone have any advice or suggestions?

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YuckyDucky

Member
Dec 10, 2021
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You're wasting your time unfortunately. People have tried. It is unavailable.
 
DeepDespair101

DeepDespair101

Just Give Me Drugs
Dec 13, 2022
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From what I've read, a lethal dose is 2-10g. I believe a bottle equates to somewhere around 6g. It's not guaranteed one bottle will do the trick, but it's likely. If possible, benzos and/or a little alcohol act as nice potentators. Like the other poster said, I prob wouldn't waste the time going back to the border town as there is a shortage in the ingredients to make N. Best of luck and I hope this helps a little.
 
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Aya&Dazy

Member
Nov 11, 2022
63
Wow, that was so easy.
I'd get 1 more. I'm tiny but I don't trust 1 bottle.
 
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lionetta12

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Aug 5, 2022
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I live in Mexico. About 5 years ago I was in a city just a couple of hours from the US / Mexico Border and It took me three or four tries to different veterinary clinics but In my terrible Spanish I went and presented this tale:

My father lives on a ranch in Texas and is taking care of a dog with whom I grew up. The dog is a BIG saint bernard. The dog is very sick. My father asked me to buy N here in Mexico and bring it to him so that together we can give it to her, my saint bernard, and have a safe and peaceful passing. I offered to pay for the bottle of N and to give the Vet. a $50 tip for getting it for me. The next day, I had it in my hands.

QUESTION: I am 5'7" and weight about 78kilos (about 171lbs.). Is drinking one bottle enough to CTB?

I am thinking that to be SURE, I should have at least one more bottle. I plan to go to a border town in the next week or so and see if I can buy another bottle or two. I plan to be in the border town for four or five days and my sole purpose is to research and try every vet. clinic that I can find and tell a similar story to them and see if I can get one or two more bottles. I have heard that N is not as easy to get as it used to be, but I won't know if I don't try, right? Wish me luck.

QUESTION: Does anyone have any advice or suggestions?

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Since you already live in Mexico, I guess there's no harm in trying to see if you can find more.
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
362
You're wasting your time unfortunately. People have tried. It is unavailable.
I already live in MX. It costs me a whole $95USD to fly round trip to Tijuana from where I live. A few nights in a cheap motel in TJ for a few days may cost me less than $100 dollars USD. and who knows, maybe some vet.s office may have a couple of bottles in their back store room that their willing to sell? All in all, not too big of a sacrifice and a bit of an adventure. No problem.
 
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Beer_is_all_I_have

Years of numbness. When will it stop?
Dec 18, 2021
62
I live in Mexico. About 5 years ago I was in a city just a couple of hours from the US / Mexico Border and It took me three or four tries to different veterinary clinics but In my terrible Spanish I went and presented this tale:

My father lives on a ranch in Texas and is taking care of a dog with whom I grew up. The dog is a BIG saint bernard. The dog is very sick. My father asked me to buy N here in Mexico and bring it to him so that together we can give it to her, my saint bernard, and have a safe and peaceful passing. I offered to pay for the bottle of N and to give the Vet. a $50 tip for getting it for me. The next day, I had it in my hands.

QUESTION: I am 5'7" and weight about 78kilos (about 171lbs.). Is drinking one bottle enough to CTB?

I am thinking that to be SURE, I should have at least one more bottle. I plan to go to a border town in the next week or so and see if I can buy another bottle or two. I plan to be in the border town for four or five days and my sole purpose is to research and try every vet. clinic that I can find and tell a similar story to them and see if I can get one or two more bottles. I have heard that N is not as easy to get as it used to be, but I won't know if I don't try, right? Wish me luck.

QUESTION: Does anyone have any advice or suggestions?

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There have been many discussions on this on others threads. Phillip N, of Exit International , says to use 2 bottles but also says one is very likely to work.

My friend used just under 2 bottles as she used one bottle for sleep assistance a couple times. She was successful.
 

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