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notanymore99
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- Apr 7, 2026
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I have read a lot on this forum, books and studies and I know OD'ing is not recommended, but due to my disability I really have no other way to ctb.
I've managed to get my hands on around 200 x 10 mg ciclobenzaprine pills, 30 x 5 mg clotiazepam pills and a 150 ml (1 mg x ml) risperidone bottle.
By my calculations, it should be enough to stop my heart from beating, I'm just scared that I won't be able to avoid throwing up (although I have been able to avoid it even when I've been really sick). I don't think I can get any anti-nausea meds, so my plan is to lay down and hopefully choke on my own vomit (not the best plan, I know, but the best I've been able to plan after years of research).
I'd love to hear your thoughts, tips, etc.
Have a nice day everyone.
I've managed to get my hands on around 200 x 10 mg ciclobenzaprine pills, 30 x 5 mg clotiazepam pills and a 150 ml (1 mg x ml) risperidone bottle.
By my calculations, it should be enough to stop my heart from beating, I'm just scared that I won't be able to avoid throwing up (although I have been able to avoid it even when I've been really sick). I don't think I can get any anti-nausea meds, so my plan is to lay down and hopefully choke on my own vomit (not the best plan, I know, but the best I've been able to plan after years of research).
I'd love to hear your thoughts, tips, etc.
Have a nice day everyone.