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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
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Is normal that while being on xanax i feel like i dont care about anything and i kinda dont mind talking because before i couldnt talk or feel this way is weird

any experiences whilr being on xanax?
 
GoBack

GoBack

Paragon
Apr 25, 2020
997
Yeah it's normal. It's like alcohol, lowers your inhibitions. I used to take valium everyday, could go anywhere, do anything. If only it lasted
 
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toomuchtimetodie

"to be overly conscious is a sickness"
Mar 13, 2020
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Like GoBack said... It doesn't last. Your tolerance will build over a few months and you will need more and more. If I could go back I'd have only took benzos when I had an important day. They became an addiction because I would take them whilst visiting family/friends so I wasn't as miserable. Or simply take them incase something bad happened later in the day.

Now I need to take them. I get no relief other than they stop the constant state of panic they caused from abusing them. Where as before I would get a couple panic attacks a week. Now I feel a state of panic/mania and experience seizures 24/7 without benzos.
It's true what they say. Nothing good lasts.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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When you say you don't care about anything, do you mean nothing at all?

Is it possible to observe whether you used to care about things -- that is , get worked up about things -- that now aren't nearly as big as they felt like they were? Conversely, are there things that do matter but that you now don't care about, for example, paying bills on time?
 
miguel6565

miguel6565

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Apr 5, 2020
421
Yeah it's normal. It's like alcohol, lowers your inhibitions. I used to take valium everyday, could go anywhere, do anything. If only it lasted
Is like i still have suicidal thoughts but i can talk as i used to do before depression,is like i am normal no depressed
 
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GoBack

Paragon
Apr 25, 2020
997
I know it's a great feeling. Just be careful not to use them every day, you need to keep your bodies own natural ability to tolerate problems going. They can be a help but if you get too reliant on them it gets v messy
 
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miguel6565

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Apr 5, 2020
421
I know it's a great feeling. Just be careful not to use them every day, you need to keep your bodies own natural ability to tolerate problems going. They can be a help but if you get too reliant on them it gets v messy
My doctor told me to take 2 per day so i dont know,i feel weird is not me
 

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