Is my plan for partial suspension hanging reliable?

[straw.berryy729]

For my method so far, I plan to hang myself from the metal bar in a closet with a rope that is approximately 1cm in diameter using partial suspension. I know that the closet bar is a mostly? reliable anchor point (I really hope so). As for the rope, unfortunately I am not sure what kind it is. I practiced hanging a few times and it seems to be reliable and strong. It is mostly orange with little marks of white and blue and inside of the rope is some sort of white material. If anyone can identify the rope and if you think it is reliable, please let me know. I will do it when I am home alone for at least an hour, which unfortunately is not very often. If anyone could share anything from personal experience or their own research that causes hanging to fail please share with me. I know that the ligature breaking and the anchor point giving out are probably two of the main things that cause hanging to fail. Also of course being found before dying causes it to fail. I also know there are specific knots that are recommended to use but I have heard of a few different ones. I'm so exhausted of all the pain and suffering, I just want it to end.