Venting is it time for me to ctb.

[delilah1518]

my life has went to shit the last few years. i never lived with my parents because they didnt want a child, i got dropped out of my dream university. my boyfriend cheated on me and treats me as if i did it. nothing is going good in my life and being stuck here for quarantine is so unbearable. i dont have anything to lose anymore, or to look forward to. i have nothing to make me keep going. i think i will ctb soon. i think it is time.

 

[per_aspera_ad_astra]

That's absolutely fucked, I can see why nonexistence would be preferable in this case. If you do choose ctb, hopefully you'll be able to find the peace you deserve in your final moments.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

my life has went to shit the last few years. i never lived with my parents because they didnt want a child, i got dropped out of my dream university. my boyfriend cheated on me and treats me as if i did it. nothing is going good in my life and being stuck here for quarantine is so unbearable. i dont have anything to lose anymore, or to look forward to. i have nothing to make me keep going. i think i will ctb soon. i think it is time.

So sorry for what you are going through. I would advise you to think it through and make sure it's what you truly want. Also make sure you aren't rushing anything and plan your exit.

 

[randomz]

I am sory you are going through all of this. I know it could be real hell. I do hope you try everything else to feel better and look for opportunities you might have missed before deciding whether to CTB or not. Generally if you have to ask if it is time to CTB, then it's not your time. I hope things start turning out great for you real soon. :)