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Bluesummers

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Mar 16, 2020
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According to your opinion is there enough time to cope with veterinary N taste (alcohol, chocolate etc) or one should spend the last moments of his life with what they describe to be an horrible feeling in mouth?
 
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AcornUnderground

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Feb 28, 2020
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I know a woman that has been on the phone with 3 people as they ingested and died by N. She is on this forum but doesn't post much at all so she probably won't see or respond to this. She told me that no one had much issue with the taste. I know at least one of the three had Vet N. I'm terrified of the taste and volume to drink. Seems so trite and I am sure that 75% of that fear is really drinking poison and dying - the last thing I want to do. But anyway, she said they said "it wasn't that bad" and it wasn't the focal point. Then again, one had powdered N, one had a combo of powdered and Vet N and I don't remember the other. All were passed out in 3-5 minutes.
 
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Bluesummers

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Mar 16, 2020
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I'd be glad to know that the taste is not that bad. And I'm afraid that there is not enough time to get rid of it. If it's like drinking poison and then dying, for me it's not peaceful anymore. Alternatively, I think I would prefer to do the Abbie Hofmann way and go with pheno.
 
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AcornUnderground

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Feb 28, 2020
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I'd be glad to know that the taste is not that bad. And I'm afraid that there is not enough time to get rid of it. If it's like drinking poison and then dying, for me it's not peaceful anymore. Alternatively, I think I would prefer to do the Abbie Hofmann way and go with pheno.
Isn't that what N is?
Isn't that what N is?
Oh, I see the difference but I don't know how pheno would look or taste different.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,082
Isn't that what N is?

Oh, I see the difference but I don't know how pheno would look or taste different.
N is phentobarbital
And there's phenobarbital, slower acting and less potent
 
Yomyom

Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
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@Berlin76 once described how they take it in the organization.
One of the items was simplex syrup, very sweet from what I have tasted.

According my understanding you can make at home
 
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Bluesummers

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Mar 16, 2020
37
Isn't that what N is?

Oh, I see the difference but I don't know how pheno would look or taste different.
No, I was saying that just because with pheno you have for sure the time to get rid of an unpleasant taste
 
a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
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The 10ml or so I've drank were very manageable. The concentration was maybe five (to ten) times lower than what the final mixture will be. This was powder though.

If you coat with honey, wash down with liquor and eat a piece of chocolate, you should be fine, at least with powder.
 
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enjolras

Dead are useless if not to love the living more
Feb 13, 2020
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@Berlin76 once described how they take it in the organization.
One of the items was simplex syrup, very sweet from what I have tasted.

According my understanding you can make at home

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Only the 9g of N is false and has been revised to 12g
You could try gargling and drinking one of these flavoured liqueurs, the effects are fast and efficient.


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Geo

Good idea

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Here at 49:20, in Switzerland, Sky is taken before and after N. The manifested disturbance is from the initial Sky. If strong enough abrasive alcohol prior, it may cover the N swallowed ? I'm decided on this routine
 
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AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
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Maybe you can try chocolate after drinking it
 
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rhiino

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May 13, 2020
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There are lidocain sprays for wounds, you could just gargle with it and your mouth would be completely numb.
 

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